The hottest thing I have ever done solo was to blow a hot wad into my mouth...but getting to the point that I would do that took some time.
I wasted a lot of cum on pearl necklaces
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Before I knew what I wanted...exactly, I would spray some cum on my face and I would be unhappy within seconds...we've all done that.
I got over that by thinking, "What if that cum wasn't mine..." I would edge for HOURS looking at guys jacking cum all over the place. Once my cock was inches away from my lips and seconds away fom blowing wad I would smile and feel the hot rivulets of cum blast onto my face.
When I do it now, there is no imaginary person doing it...it's either Peter North and a gallon of cum or one of his outlaw buddies.