by stellarBATE » Thu Sep 20, 2007 11:37 pm
I love watching a man clean up like this - or to swallow his own cum as it leaks out of me.[/quote]
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New to being this expressive. A girlfirend gave me a cum fetish. Her own expressions of wanting it freed in me the same thing. I had always enjoyed seeing a good cumshot in porno, but like a lot of men, after ejaculation combined with orgasm a man can lose nearly all of his libdo including an interest in cum.
Presently, I save my cum by shooting it on panties or other things that I mail to girlfriend across the country. My wife died tragically young a little over a year ago and trying to date again has done nothing for me. So, I send the little treats of cum filled panties to an unrequited love who has yet to object.
After my vasectomy, and the "instructions" to masturbate frequently to get all the "swimmers" out, I tended toward long sessions of masturbation. I've found if I take a break after an hour or so and then come back and quickly bring myself to the edge of an orgasm and then suddenly stop while being less than fully erect -- I can ejaculate without having an orgasm. Sometimes, I would get as much cum this way as even during an orgasm. Point being, I had all this cum to play with while my libido was still aloft and I was horny. Often I just masturbate with a handful of cum as it drenches my cock. I'm not talking about the samll amount of pre-cum here, I mean a good sized load.
Sometimes, I would think about my girlfriends' expression , "I kiss the palm ofyour hand" and while thinking of her I'd catch the cum in my left hand and while still very hot I'd kiss my cum drenched palm and pretend it was her kissing my hand. The taste is wonderful, salty, mung, sweet mixed with a slight scent of chorline (it is a constituent element in cum, something like .2%) and I lick my hand clean. I love the feeling of cum on my teeth, my gums as I'd push my fingers into my mouth to get every drop. I can do this sometimes up to three times a day.
Also, it is not unusal for me to have two or even three orgams at the end of a long session. I've had as many as 6 orgasms one behind the other.
Maybe I'll try eating cum fillled pussy again one day. I fantasize about it. I did it once with a 2nd wife, I was really hot but I don't think she liked it. The taste of pussy and cum together. mmmm. But she didn't want me to do it again.
So, I like it and I know I'll have a hard time finding alover that will want this again. Still hoping my remote girlfriend finds the courage to face life as a step mom and make her lie with me. In the meantime....she gets it dried on various things.
Just a few a days ago I sent her another pair of "Firtitude" panties I had drencehd many many times. After drying, I sniffed them before I put them into a small envelope to get a sense of what she'd discover. A memory rushed back. Dried and on fabric, she once said, "your cum smells like a cookie"...she's right, it does!