by madwab » Thu Mar 29, 2012 7:18 pm
At college I was heavily into photography; one day a female friend asked me if I'd like to photograph nudes. I was more than a bit taken aback, but when she said she had a friend who might like to try it, I thought, why not.
That was the start of many years of photographing naked females. At first I was like a doctor, not wanting to risk offending a girl who was already taking a risk: some of the girls I met in shops or on the street, and for all they knew I could have attacked them, or published the pictures or blackmailed them. Two of them are now *very* famous so the risk was quite real, but all I ever wanted was to learn to take great photos.
However after a while I realized that some girls were getting turned on: maybe cmnf is erotic for some. Usually it was just symptoms like an obviously wet pussy, but no action. sometimes there were suggestive comments like "I feel really naked now", and on a couple of occasions it was right out in the open: one girl masturbated - twice - and another, on a nudist beach, announced that "The sun is making my fanny wet"! We both ended up masturbating there on the beach and became J&J buddies for several years, often in public places. If you were ever at Dover Castle and saw a couple masturbating on a hillside opposite, that was probably us!
My favourite is the girl I had a monumental crush on for many years. I met her through another girl I'd photographed, she agreed to pose herself, and I ended up renting a room in her house. I fantasized about her for years before I first got to touch her breasts, and even then the progress was slow, but eventually I got to suck her nipples, masturbate her, and masturbate while she watched. One night she tasted my cum, amd I sucked my cum off her nipples, then she asked me to masturbate her: it took the better part of 20 years to get to that point! I'm married now and live in a different country, but she's still my favourite fantasy.
So yes, I've fantasized about friends, photographed many nude, and sometimes more. I've had very few female friends that haven't watched me jerking off. One of them said she didn't want to: she saw me as more of a brother figure. But one day she asked if she could borrow some porn. This was in the days of VHS porn, and my best tape had some footage of me from a few sessions, so I wound the tape to the start and told her what was at the end, after a gap. When I got the tape back it hadn't been rewound, so I had a look: she had watched all of bits of me.