so, i cant even think back to how long i've been masturbating, thats how long its been. (im 16 1/2 now + a boy) when i was a kid i didnt know how to properly do it so i sort of...made it up as i went along. basically the way i do it is... i lie on the stomach, put my left hand over my penis, sort of holding the end of my foreskin so when i put pressure on it it stays there but the rest of the penis goes back so the head of the penis is facing my palm ( but inside the foreskin ofc) then my right hand goes underneath but i put a blanket rolled up into a ball inbetween my hands for more pressure (this isn't necessary but makes it alot easier) then i sort of move from side to side or w.e, as i got older i tried the normal method of masturbation and althought it sort of felt good ( not as good) i've never ejaculated from it (althought i have brought myself very close to it using my method then finished myself off with normal method, it doesnt feel as good), im worried that when it comes to sex i won't be able to ejaculate and i'll never be able to enjoy sex, this idea gets me very depressed and i was wondering what you guys think, please help me!!!