This is a strange one I admit, please dont judge me! I have gotten into the habit of attempting to release cum without orgasming. Unfortunately im not able to do this consistently, I have a rough idea how to do it, but I have yet to perfect it.
How I do it: during regular masturbation I also massaged the skin between my ass and balls (the perineum). If I focus more on this area and slowly stroke my cock when I feel like im going to cum I stop and tighten the muscles around my balls (sorry dont know what they're called) and sometimes the orgasm wont happen and a decent amount of semen will ooze out of my dick.
I know this is a long shot but has anyone here tried doing this? If so are there any tips you can give me to help me achieve this every time I try it? Im sure i'm close to perfecting it but I just cant figure out what i'm doing wrong when it fails to work.