by <3 » Thu Jun 22, 2006 1:08 am
For years I've fantasized about having oral with a guy. I'm not sure exactly when or how it began, but I think it had something to do with looking at hardcore porn and gradually realizing that the sight of a hard cock turned me on just as much as the naked women. Since then, the urge to feel a hot cock in my mouth has only grown stronger. Don't get me wrong, I love women, and a sexy female body easily gets me hard. But there's nothing like the sight of a nice hard cock. My fantasies have since grown wilder, including fucking other guys (not getting fucked), having sex with several men at a time, getting covered in cum, and many other wild, kinky, and usually submissive fantasies.
For a long time I experienced 'post-orgasmic guilt', a term I use to describe how I often felt after masterbating to one of these fantasies. Not quite shame, but close. I'd say it was a desire to be straight and not have these fantasies. This, along with the fact that I lived at home and did not have much independance, prevented me from fullfilling these fantasies. That, and the fact that I didn't know any gay or bisexual men to fullfill them with. But gradually I became more accepting of my bisexual fantasies, and being in college, I had more independance. I recently decided to start looking on a 'cruising' site for str8 and bi men. After a long and hard search for 5 days, I finally was contacted by a guy, we didnt even exchange photos or nothing and I was really weird about that considering, i didnt want any guy! I wanted someone HOT!
Finally, one day, it happened. After about 5 total e-mails back and forth, we agree to meet at a nearby park. We told each other our vehicle types, and decided that if we didnt like each other, we would say we werent interested and leave. When the time came, I remember being a bit nervous and very excited as I walked from my room to my car. During the drive, I tried to focus on the road instead of the possibilities swirling in my head. I wondered if I would actually go through with it and whether it would be as much fun as I had imagined or if I would be disappointed. I recognized his car from his description. I also noticed him inside it.
So as I originally planned, I was going to pull up aside him, and not far away, just in case, but I couldnt becuase the lot was packed. I jumped out of my car with excitement, and nervousness. I walked over to his car, as this non-smoker smoked on a Black-&-Mild to calm his nerves. we Talked for a minute and he asked me if I was still interested. I said "Yeah, Definatly," as he hopped out to get into my car. I thought this was more interesting than anything, becuase it wasnt just gonna be a hook-up thing we were going to get to talk for a minute on the way to my place. We actually ended up driving around for at least 35 minutes waiting for my place to be clear, no parents, no brothers.
We finally get into my room, and I shut the door behind me. Scared as hell, i didnt even try anything, and to be honest I didnt have the slightest boner. I got on my computer for a second so he could show me some good personals sites. Before you know it he says: "so you wanna do this now... or?" My eyes lit up!
Nervously, I standed up and we started to take off each others belts. My cock came out first, becuase I couldnt seem to get his undone as easy. After anxiously tugging for a minute, he helped me get his out. At Last, I was finally caressing a sexy ass cock! We stood there for about 2 minutes just holding each others cocks. Then, I suggested 69 on my bed. We assumed the position on our sides, becuase were both 6'0'' 190lbs. As fun as I thought it would be, it was kinda uncomfortable, but i continued for a little bit, and just soaked up how good it felt to finally fulfill this fantasy. He then began to blow me, on his own, and told me I could cum in his mouth. Long story short: he blew me until, I blew a monster, first-time type orgasm in his mouth. I felt kinda bad for him. Even as, I started to feel guilty post-orgasm, I still made sure he got off. I sucked his cock for a little bit, and played with his balls, enjoying that nice red mushroom head. Once he was about to cum, He suggested cumming on my chest, and I wasnt in opposition. I seen his cock start to pulsate as he was jerking it to oblivian. He was a splurger not a shooter, and a thick splurger! It came out, and I cannot stress enough how excited it made me all the sudden. Im sorry, but cum is sexy, from a guy or a girl. We sat there and laid next to each other looking up, with sweat all over us. As we relaxed for a minute, we just started talking about random things unrelated to sex. Then out of nowhere, he says "you got any lube?" I respond with a very quick "Hell Ya!" I grab my lube, give it to him, and he pulls my penis back out of my boxers. Hes like you ready for me to jerk you off? So of course, he starts, and wow is it amazing. He jerks me off for like 5 minutes as hes rubbing under my balls, and by my ass. Boom, before you know it, I shot a load like you wouldnt believe! All over my chest was a puddle of cum that I was holding as he grabbed a towel.
We both get up and if I remember correctly, he suggested taking a shower. So I grab a clean towel, we get totally naked and go get in the shower. I wash as usual and he does the same. Then once we were all done with the cleaning part, we just turned torwards eachother and started holding our cocks together and making them touch.
Anyways, we get out, get dressed, and ready to leave. We both agreed that we would stay in touch, and that we had a great time. We definatly hooked up again, and numerous times after that. This story is 100% true, and was the first time I really hooked up with a man. Hopefully wont be my last guy hook-up. Until then ill be fucking my girlfriend, keeping it secret, living my straight lifestyle. If it helps you people out reading this, were both hot, masculine guys in our 20's.
Im not post examining this. Any errors, misspellings, or structural confusions are not my fault... I just felt like writing this, becuase I had some free time to kill, and I just had to get it out of me on paper.
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