by Lipstick » Sat Oct 01, 2005 12:44 am
It is a real turn on for me to think about eating my own cum. However, like a lot of people I've heard about, after I cum, the urge to eat it goes away, and I end up just cleaning up. I have swallowed my own cum in the past, usually when I used to be able to suck myself (when I was much younger). I'd cum in my mouth and swallow it while still cumming. Occasionally, I'll still jack off into my mouth by putting my legs above my head, and jacking into my open mouth, but the exicting thought for me is to be able to eat my cum after squirting it somewhere else. The urge always disappears. I have been able to cum onto some food when I am really hungry and then eat it, but I want to be able to enjoy it plain. Once last year I was jacking and the family pulled into the driveway just as I came, and I had no choice but to quickly lick it out of my hand and pull up the clothes before they walked in. I did not find that eating objectionable, but without that necessity, after I come, with the anticipation of eating my cum, I end up just cleanig up. I have never jacked with or sucked another guy, but fantisize about doing so. ...My fear is of course STDs. Sucking a guy with a condom on would not do it for me. I want the real thing, but no STDs. Perhaps there are others who are in the same situation. Perhaps you have been able to find a way to enjoy your own cum.. Please advise.