I'm really glad I found this forum, and glad there are people that talk openly of masturbation, and not just alone with a magazine. One of the reasons I sought out a forum like this is that my favorite sexual activity (maybe you can call this a "fetish") is to masturbate in front of a woman and cum on her face.
When I do it I don't need my partner to entice or excite me, I just want her to watch me and know that when I'm ready I will be cumming on her face. The problem I have is that it's hard to find women willing to participate. Girlfriends I've had get bored easily with this (and I understand why). I know there are women that like to masturbate, but my experience has been that most of them consider masturbation foreplay and not the whole deal. They usually think I need "help," but honestly the self-pleasure is the big part of the thrill! Fortunately Las Vegas is an easy drive for me and it's not hard to find a "professional model" willing to participate in this activity. (One of the beautiful things about masturbating with a stranger is that there's no risk of disease.)
I don't know why I find this so thrilling but I absolutely do. My first sexual experience with another person was masturbating while she sat and watched, and even though I did not cum on her that experience has probably stayed with me all my life. I have more thought's about "why," but I don't want to get psychoanalytical in an open forum, and these are just theories anyway.
I love "regular" sex and I consider myself fortunate to have had probably more than my fare share of it. I've been in a few "unusual" situations that have been thrilling, but being able to cum on a woman's face after having masturbated in front of her is something that never fails to bring me ecstasy.
I don't have a question, I'm just posting this as kind of a way to introduce myself and (hopefully) help further the forum a bit. I really appreciate that this forum is a free thing where we can speak openly.