by stellarBATE » Fri Sep 21, 2007 12:47 am
I'm new to the group but not new to masturbating. At the moment, it is my only sexual pleasure. My wife died tragically young about 18 months ago. We had a terrific sex life and I miss her very much. I am single again and not enjoying it except I do have exceptional abilities in self pleasuring. My wife was very open minded and never discouraged me from masturbating. Usually, she'd be the "beneficiary" of any of my play time as it would lead to sex play for us both. We'd masturbate together often, I'd always make her cum.
I've learned to have multiple orgasms (yes, guys can do it) but I am uncertain how I taught myself this. I can also cum without having an orgasm if I am careful. Not the usual "pre-cum" this is a gush of cum that I can play with as I like. I am particularly fond of "collecting" these results on various surfaces for later inspection and as a source of visual arousal.
Mid 50's but everyone says I look ten years younger. I've stayed out of the sun. Father of one very gifted child.
I am circumcised but a little bit of foreskin was left behind but not enough to be of great use except for brief periods. I usually depend on lubricants. Maybe most people fantasize in ways similar to me when masturbating. Mine vary. I think men depend on images more than women. I have said I think good masturbation is like a 4th dimensional experience. I feel as though I can put myself into the scene and interact within photos. I prefer stills to most full length movies. I can also enter into a "transgender" state, i.e. I can fantasize that I am either male or female when in the height of masturbation.
I am not sexually active with anyone right now. My late wife was closeted bi-sexual and I liked it. I have been actively bi-sexual in the past but not now. The last time I had sex with a man was over 20 years ago. In trying out the gay life, I found it mostly reaffirmed by desire for women, but I was involved with a very sweet man off and on for a several years. He was my only gay contact and he is still a good friend. I just discovered I didn't like men very much, gay or otherwise. I feel more like a male lesbian -- then people laugh. Is it possible for a male lesbian to have a cum fetish?
I like watching guys jerk off and shooting cum, I just can't imagine getting involved enough to actually return to it "first person". I truly love women but, the most available women in my age group are heterosexual and I'm sure I wouldn't suit their idea of a "straight man". I've had one date since my wife's death. A bi-sexual woman who I had nothing else in common with other than that. So, single and not liking it but glad I learned how to masturbate when I was a kid. Sessions can go all day. I sometimes delay the full gratification of an orgasm for a day or so just so I can hold onto the "goody" and feel the drive I like.
In good shape for a man my age. Not fat but not cut and buff athletic in my build either.
I found sexual chat of interest with only one woman who was the "near love" of my late wife. I knew her mind well enough to connect in chat.
Alone but terribly lonely. Astral masturbation? It seems I can mutually mastubate with a woman that lives over 2,000 miles away. We've been doing this for nearly 20 years. We verified this a long time ago.
I'm a long story. I can't sum myself up in 3 sentences. Cheers to all.